My PerfeCt DrUg
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What Makes You Think That You're To Good For Me?
i'm afraid your going to hurt me. you wish there was a way to erase the past. or at least a way to force people to believe you. shove the truth down my throat. the truth is i'd never hurt you again. of course, they'll never hurt me like you do. but love kills. in fact, you think it's possible to love someone so much that you kill them. suffocate them. beat them. break their bones. sever their hearts.

:: i love you i hate you i can't live without you ::
the night is filled with broken glasses. sinks and stoves. you burn weed between knives and ice. they steal tin foil off of someones grill and you tell them they'll be smoking hot dogs. they filled the sink too high. a little water to cool burnt fingers. you know why she fell. you know why the ground falls through and why everyone is too far. they rub your back and laugh anyway. the sink is full of water. full of smoke. full of weed. he calls you pretty and you cant remember why.

every breath that is in your lungs is a tiny little gift to me
theres nothing more i wish to do
then hold your hand for a minute or two
and walk away and feel relieved
because sometimes we all just need to
spend some time w/ someone who sees us for who we want to be.....

it's times like these when silence means everything. . .


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